Perlukah aku seorang Guru sepanjang hidup?
Suatu persoalan yang memang selalunya tak pernah terlintas dibenak fikiran...kan?!
Secara logiknya mudah sahaja, kita lihat hari2 semalam dalam sejarah hidup kita.
Bermula dari sejak kecil zaman bayi, yang menjadi guru kepada kita adalah ibu/bapa atau kedua2nya, kemudian, zaman tadika(kalu pergi tadika) guru kita ialah che'gu2 tadika tu.
Pun begitu pada peringkat ini, khususnya zaman sekarang, cikgu amat memainkan peranan yg penting berbanding ibubapa,khususnya yang bekerja.....yang jadi surirumah tu bagus la kan...itu yg terbaik. Then, ke sekolah rendah dan menengah, ini merupakan suatu zaman pembelajaran yang khusus mengenai ilmu dunia, dan akhirat jua. Skop blaja tu kira fokus la kan sbb dh blajo sains/maths/literature/bio...etc. Apa sangat la yg kita tau kalu x pegi skolah...dah tentu jadi kurang pengetahuan....unless kite pegi blaja mende lain other than skolah formal ke ok la kan.
Pahtu, masuk lak uni, lecturer la pulak jadi guru kita, sungguhpun tak semua yang rapat dengan lecturer, tapi terpaksa gak la datang kuliah sbb nk blajo....or most importantly nk lulus exam or purely for the sake of knowledge. Simplisticly, after graduation, kite keje lah pulak......so, siapa guru kita sekarang?.......mak ayah kita? Indeed they're the best, without doubt... nak2 plak kalu parents kita tu jugak seorang professor, dia jugak soerang ulama', .....oklah kan...no argument abt that, alhamdu lillah.
Unevitably, we'd say to ourselves, skang aku dh grad...dah kije...I will lead my own life...my very own way. Well, that sounds very confident and responsible....looking after our self. Bangga plak tu kite kalu asyik sumer berjaya je kan..kembang le sikit2. But, sadly nowadays or should I say it has been a trend since long time ago.....hardly we made the right things for ourselves.
We did seek advice/opinions from our lovely parents, and again they're not all a specialist in all things......most importantly hal2 ugama. I believe as u all might believe, no matter how many PhDs or how technocrats r u or how damn kaya r u, without pure divine truth abt hal2 ugama, u r just a piece of plain glass, not a pure diamond....sort of la kan.
I am reminding myself as well as who u r reading this piece of old manuscript hidden in the deep jungle of infamous khutub khanah of life, just to have a thought upon the matter....one minute will do.
Whether we realise or not, we concern or not, kita ni dah banyak sangat berpecah dari segi pegangan ugama, and I am saying this with a full understanding of the fact that I am damn not a scholar, or someone who went to formal extensive religious studies...some bits perhaps.
So, what sort of guru yang boleh lead our life to the end? anyone ke?..perhaps....
Guru yang Mursyid dan Siddiq, yang merdeka dan hanya bergantung kepada Tuhannya Yang Maha Agong. Mazhab apa?...well....ada 4 main mazhab....ikutlah mazhab Guru kita, macam kita org2 Melayu di sana, ikut mazhab Syafi'e, maka ikutlah mazhab Syafi'e sebetul-betulnya..jangan dok campoq 2-3 mazhab, pesan Guru aku. Kalu kita ada mazhab lain nk ikut, terpulang.....pikul lah atas bahu sendiri....to make it worse, we dont believe any and even buat bodo je....damn fool!!
One fact that we have to make ourselves fully understood is the phantom mechanism deployed by the ruthless yahudi,they will cripple our faith from every possible angle (it has been so since time exists).....any how u can imagine. Yahudi by origin tok sah cite lah,.....tapi yahudi by fahaman ni yang tak tahan ni....kata orang gunting dalam lipatan. With no doubt I'm saying that there are a handful of scumbag malays who r betraying on their bro n sis, for what i donno la.
How do we know?.....obviously and simply they're phantom...phantom?....colorless, odourless and physiqueless?..heeheh...sort of guys. Habih tu camano nk prevent from these ppl or their paths of devil? We definitely have to resort to look for someone who can see in the darkness, the phantom sights. Sapa pulak ni?...tak lain dan tak bukan hamba Tuhan yang sebenar2 hamba yang suci bersih hatinya....berpegang pada syari'at, dikuatkan dengan ma'rifat, memegang hakikat dan memakai dia isyarat.....itulah Guru yang Mursyid lagi Siddiq.
Kita ni slalu take things for granted, or perhaps couldn't care much abt our own fate in the hereworld n after. Apa yang kita dok blajaq kat skolah dulu,..harus la direvise selalu(pesan kat aku gak la), and seek the absolute truth behind it....takdelah main membabi buta dok ikut tapi tak faham, bangang lah jadinya. oh man watta pitty....
by right, we need to find dunia sebab ia menjadi alat, dan pada masa yang sama kita mau jugak carik akhirat yang merupakan matlamat mutlak. sama2 la kite carik yer.....muga kalian teman2 bertemu Guru Hakikat di akhir zaman.
Wallahua'lam Bissowab.
aku memohon kepadaNYA senantiasa tetap aku.