assalamualaikum..

kekadang teringat pulak zaman mude2 dolu2...(skarang pon takdela tua sgt rasanya).....i mean masa kat ipoh dulu...time buat Diploma...
belajar kat malaysia kata orang struggle gile2 baru bole score 4 flat...hhmmmm..memang betol lat tu agaknya..
Kat UK ni pulak kata orang study nye rilex jer..To me there's a blessing in disguise....kat m'sia xam oriented...compressed study mode...kejap2 ada test..monthly test le..quizes le...so...u keep on studying, updating all the prevoius chapters...
Kat Uk tadak pon mende2 tu..satu je final exam( most cases) per semester...ade la course work satu dua...so banyak masa terluang.....then, time2 ni le yg slalu dok buang masa but keje2 yg x contribute towards the final degree marks. i.e.: tido lebey2(sbb sejuk especially during winter), borak2 kosong, main games melampau2(sesikit takpe...just to sharpen themind), tgk muvi as a routine...etc..just name it la.
So, actually eventually sama ja. It's u who decides wat to do kan?!there's no one to push u around....but ur self..

But, to me there's a significant difference...i donno..just felt it.

I am sure it has been everyone's dream to work ur might towards ur belief...but...i found it rather hard, since there are no suitable platform as I wish. Am I being choosy or fussy...of course mate!!! We are talking about our belief and faith!!
So, if u're doing a good job and can spend some time, apart fr the study period to work for ur afterlife, the struggling for the scroll became insignificant....anyone believe me?!..Wwwwhat ?!..No one?!....well...as expected though...hhmmmm..

One time ago I was the top of the cream...but now not really, I guess.....there must be some reason for that yea?!
Indeed.....u can never be on the top forever....just like the wheel..keep on rotating radian by radian....leaping through time...
And being a lil bit lower made u understood hw does it felt to be one, hw depressing...hw frustrating.....hw bloody life could be......
and remember ayah dan ibu haruslah dihormati selalu....in watever the circumstances.....u people don wanna feel the earthly hell!!

But, I am no one without faith and strong belief of the fate that came. It's all about being thankful to the DEAR ALMIGHTY......sometimes we always keep on counting our possessions.....seldom feeling grateful for it.that's quite bad...I guess.

Acquanitances, friends,partner....all with their very own meanings.....We may have alot of acquaintances, some friends...but only a few partner to share ur thoughts, ideas and courage.

I believe that not all my friends are my partner...kata orang jawa..sahabat sejati

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Dear pals, the peace won't hold for much long....you must be prepared for the worst...as time is gettin shorter...
Don't you ever!!! talk about the dignity of the DEEN, don't u ever think to talk about the country's dignity,never to say anything about the nations's pride/ dignity...UNTILL u have made a preparation for UR OWN dignity...and ur family as well....
In other word...don't be a hypocrite.....these points might find some contradictions ..but just think abt it dudes!!